I was having a long talk with Louis last night; and I guess I fell asleep in Liam's bunk. I wonder where he was. They have six bunks and there are only five of them. Hmm? When I opened my eyes; I saw another members bunk. I saw a hand hanging down and he was a bit darker shade so I knew it was Zayn.
I sat up and had no idea what state we were in. I'd ask one of the others but they were all asleep.. except for one. I heard noises coming from the little dining area. I stood up and I saw the rest of the boys; all but Harry; so I walked through the bus to find Harry preparing a little meal for himself. He was wearing grey underwear and a beater; he was also humming to one of his songs.
"Morning Harry." I said. "Ahh!" He screamed. "Oh, hello there. You startled me." He told me. "Sorry." I replied. "Are you okay?" I asked walking closer to him. "Ya." He answered. "Alright; making sure." I told him. "Would you like something to eat?" Harry asked me. "No. Thanks though" I mumbled.
I didn't get the chance to change into pajamas last night; I forgot because I passed out. I wonder what time it was. "Are you alright? Did you sleep well?" Harry asked me, he is very polite and kind. "I'm fine
" I told him and he smiled at me. "Alright, that's good." He said and he sat down and began to eat his meal.
I don't know what to say or do. I was hoping one of the others would wake up and break the silence. Harry put his plastic spoon down. "Are you sure, I feel like I'm being rude." He told me. I chuckled. "Harry, it's fine." I told him. "Okay."
Then I remembered how long it had been since the last time I ate. I was hoping Liam would wake up soon; Niall too. He didn't talk much yesterday and he is VERY energetic. I slightly feel like I'm intruding. I was invited, but it still feels wrong. Wow. I feel more like a groupie than a fan; but Liam invited me so I'll just stay friendly and positive.
I heard grunting from the bunks and then some mumbles. Louis was slowly walking over to approach us. "Good morning." Harry greeted Louis. "Morning." Louis said slurred and he sat down next to me giving me little space so I had to scoot over. "Sleep well?" Harry asked. "Pleasantly." Louis answered. His hair was a wreck and he had morning breath stench. I had this strange feeling
like something was different. These guys want me here
it's awesome to feel
wanted. I have stayed distant from people my whole life
but these 5 guys, myself and a bus; is pretty cool. If only they had better food.
*30 MINUTES LATER*
Zayn and Niall woke up and sat around with us. It was nice to talk with them. Niall talked more, I love his accent so much. "Morning!" Niall said to announce his presence. Louis and Zayn were dressed for whatever we had planned for the day.
I wish Liam would wake up.
While I waited for the guys I sat there quietly. I'll still have to get dressed later. It had just occurred to me that I was wearing my attire from the concert. Then Harry pointed out "your necklace." "Yea?" I asked. "It left an indention in your chest." He explained. I looked down at my chest and laughed. "Oh well." I shrugged it off. "I could care less." I told him honestly. He nodded. "Alright then."
Zayn was listening to some music when the TM walked through the door. "Everyone, get ready! Let's go!" He yelled. "Go wake up Liam." He announced. Harry nodded and the man walked off.
"Harry? What's his name?" I asked. "That's Paul. He can be rough, but besides that he's a nice guy." Harry explained. "Oh
ok. Cool. He doesn't seem to like me, but he doesn't have to." I told Harry and he responded my chuckling and nodding.
Louis came out, he was dressed up in his normal 'Louis Casual'. "I heard Paul screaming. Where are we going?" Louis asked. Harry stuffed a bagel into his mouth. "No idea." He replied and walked away to get dressed. Zayn followed and I sat alone, Niall must have been in the restroom and Louis went to talk to Paul.
Sitting alone in my black tank top and ripped skinny jeans. I touched my BVB necklace still hanging from my neck and thought of "Carolyn" Black Veil Brides.
"You're not alone, we'll brave this storm, and face today, you're not alone."
Staying as mute as I normally am
I was bored and I didn't know what to do. This morning has been so dull. I was gonna get changed
but where? This is so weird, a small space while traveling on the road with 5 guys. It'd be weird. But today I just feel confident over all. Then I heard
"Happy Birthday, Stella." I looked over and I saw
It's my birthday.
"Thank you." I said with a bit of happiness in my voice. I rushed over to him and I gave him a hug. He wrapped his arms around me tightly. "You're welcome." Liam's sweet British tone replied.